A bad day

Isn't a year 2009 has came and gone? This is 2010 and it should be better.
For every goodness, there must be something bad that came and block your smooth good journey. I agree that so far, there were lots of goodness came along this year. Misery was gone, emptiness was filled and most importantly happiness surrounds me.

But until today or recently, bad issues haunts me again. Car had a major broke down, security guard at Sunway giving me problems at the parking lot, assholes did not wanted to return my booking fee, Matrix car had minor problems, class missing?? and lots of little misunderstandings, arguments and disappointments between me and my ice ice.

How come they just won't leave me alone. Let me embrace my happiness and live with it. Not like I disturbed or annoyed them. Just earlier, I had to walk down from Bkt Segar to leisure mall and walk back up. Why, key was missing to the car and someone's waiting urgently for me at leisure mall. I can't keep ppl waiting for so long... I had to rush down and pass the thing to them. Besides that, I literally KOed earlier intended to just take a nap but ended up sleeping over time. Lots of msgs and miss calls. Made my ice ice worried about me. Sorry for that :(

God, please help me. I can't live like this anymore!!!

To: My dearest Ice Ice,

Things wasn't that good to me recently. I don't know why all these are happening. At times when I talk to you, somehow it didn't turn out the way I wanted to mean. Then, it simply leads to disagreements and dissatisfaction. I too am very tired of arguments and explanations. If my words and actions will cause problems, I rather withdraw myself so that I can avoid it. Furthermore, it's all negative signs to the relationship. My life is a mess right now and I hope not to drag you into it as it might affect our relationship's stability. Give me some time until everything is stable and I will promise to fulfill your requirements. Life is complicated, all we have to do is to sort out things so that we can have a look at it part by part and manage it step by step. Overall, keep in mind that I put our relationship as my First priority and I can't afford anything to sabotage it. It's just burns being the one who injects poison as I said I wanted to be better but instead it turned out the other way.

Love - Terry

Our Journey 1

A Walk at the Park

Ice gave me a surprise today by telling me that she wants to join Sober and Michelle's usual jogging at SS12 recreational park. I quickly informed Sober for the good news that my gf can join us despite of her assignments and projects going on. At 6pm plus, we managed to reach our destination despite the heavy traffic jam coming from PJ.

I won't disagree that Sober and Michelle both are great sports people. Fit and strong... unlike me, weak and out of shape :( I used to be one but no longer now... Well, its all about training and working out. Faster? of course can, but much persistence and discipline required.

We did a few meters of jogging, then we walked and we stopped! The following tells why..

My hair looks like anime male character :P

Feels shy when I pointed the camera at her direction

Hmm, wondering something?

Looks like something on the bench caught her attention

Seriously, what is there on the bench??

After walking and a bit of running to catch up with them, I suggested why not lets sit down and wait for them to come by.

Some Ribena to refresh ourselves!

Alright, commercial break. This is miss Ribena Girl (the yellow lemon you watch on TV ads)


I told her the lake is nice, why not enjoy the view instead of looking on the bench.


And she decided to have a closer look

After for almost 20mins, they still didn't arrive. So we decided to go back to our starting point see whether we can meet them there or not. True enough, the couple were taking pictures of each other just as we did on the other side of the lake. haiyah! There is where our outing ended and head for dinner at SS15.

~Thank you my Ice Ice for joining us.
Hope to have more of such outings in the future~

1st week of Ice

Today marks the 1st week since I found my love for Ice. Maybe I wasn't clear in my previous post of who was this Ice that I'm so in love with? I think its time to reveal this secret by presenting my Ice graphically.

Yup! She is my Ice and there is no lie.
Her name contains a word in Chinese, 冰 (Ping) which just means ICE
*Dear, I still think this is your best pic

Throughout the week, I wanted to have many pictures of us but due to time and work loads...I manage to take pictures of us only with dull settings... Well, no worries cause there are more to come soon~~~
I wish these photos are adequate to fulfill my expectation. In order for them to look better, I did a little photo enhancements (with my limited knowledge and uncreative brain). At least it satisfies myself and I hope her too :)

A historical moment

Happiness and Laughter

Timeless memories

A shock of love with a pink heart written with words....

In case the words are too blur, it reads

" My love for you is A Journey
starting at FOREVER
And
Ending at NEVER"

I found it in my pencil case with a little hint from her~~~

Very sweet of you my Ice... Thanks a lot! :D

Until here, my fellow readers are advised to read till... I would like to dedicate the following for my wonderful Ice gurl. Thanks...

To my dearest Ice Ice, 冰冰.

You came into my life with my will to invite you in. I had became so different since the start of our relationship. This different me is totally not myself and you are most well aware of. Things that change a person that serious is when the person is really SERIOUS. Please give me more time to work on that so that I can be myself in terms of action, reaction, speaking and responses.

在我的心空间充满了你。
以你离开是因为我的胸口撕裂了我的心一样。
我会捍卫我的所有可能你！
我不会失去你的风险，因为你是我的一切。

In English simply means

"The space in my heart has been filled with you,
Taking you away is ripping my heart out from my chest,
I will defend you with all my might!
I will not risk loosing you as you are my everything."

Isabelle is very right. You are my little Princess of my life.

Not a normal princess but an ICE Princess

You are here to stay for eternity~~

My 冰冰, Ice

Have you ever wondered how wonderful ICE is to us? We love to see the snow in countries with four seasons, we love to play with the ice in the icy mountains and we definitely love to have ice in our drinks~~~

If Poseidon (he) is water, then ice would be a woman. According to my research, the goddess for ice is Chione (she).

It's figured that way because water is rough and strong while snow/ice is fine and smooth.

In an ecologist or environmentalist point of view, Ice sustains all life on earth. The end of the world is directly related to the melting of the polar ice cubes due to Global Warming. Have you ever paused and try to take a look at an icy scenery??? There are nothing more than just crystallized water. She looks like beauty frozen in time a.k.a. everlasting beauty.

We actually loves ice, but its just that we don't really appreciate it at times. Some even are deeply in love with ice-cream. So people, please find out which ice you really love and start appreciating her. In return, you will not regret for loving her in the 1st place!

I'm proud to say that I had found my ice. She is none other than my beloved 冰冰 (Ice Ice). Just like how people who did not appreciate ice during the cold weather. Once its gone, they complaint a lot about the heat and how people contributes to Global Warming. When the end of the world strikes, everyone starts to regret in despair. I did not wait till Global Warming or suffering due to the heat because I realized that how depressing it would be when ICE is gone. I do not want to regret for something that I have not done while the chances are open up widely for me.

I just realized that the Ice hearts looks aesthetically amazing compared to the traditional red hearts. From now, on...I symbolized love with the ice heart~

A heart of Ice for my 冰冰 to represent my love,
~frozen in time forever~