Febuary's Entry

Its already 10 days since Feb, the shortest month of the year. This means the Chinese New Year is around the corner. To welcome the new year, I went for a haircut earlier today. Kinda like a last minute thingy and ya, I paid for a higher price cuz its around new year. Everywhere does the same.

Here's a new look for the new year!
(ok, not much difference...I know)

Almost every week, Boon Chuan (BC) goes to his orchard to do some stuff his dad ordered him to. But then, going to his orchard far away from KL alone is kinda boring. Boring or not, he still has to go. Why not going with some one? There is where I come tag along...

Rambutan seems like a very delicious fruit that comes in seasons every year. Here is a pic of a rambutan tree's branch infiltrated with red ant's nest! This is one of the adventure I had in BC's orchard.

A bite from them can hurt u, imagine that many!! eee....

A day of exercising is great! A week ago back in Ipoh, we had a great sports work out! A Basketball Game at my old high school with my juniors. Josh was at Ipoh that week with me going around eating n working. So one fine day we made a stop at St Michaels to play a game with some juniors.

I was there lying exhausted and there he shoots a 3 pointer!

Juz a day after our game, Breaking news! Windy was in Malaysia! That is when we had to rush back to KL... Althou it wasn't a good start, but I'm sure it ended greatly! She wen't back this morning or to say, yesterday morning or noon at 1.40pm flight back to JKT. In the end I would say, "I'll do my best for you two~"

The only pic I took of her. With Josh hse guardian Bruno!

Here she left a Stitch with me, a phone decorative
"Thanks Windy"
"Its adorable"
"The other Winnie the Pooh looks great too, but then..its just something I can't bare"


Finally here is a rainbow appeared sometime last month! A Full rainbow!!!
People say, a rainbow signifies hope and happiness.., Well, I wish that it can bring me hope and happiness too..

Journal 10

This journal is a special entry where I would like to tell a tale of 2 people who once enjoyed a romantic life together...

They were once a very fortunate couple who had the best out of it! Although it wasn't a really romantic one like those in the novels, but comparatively it was much greater than many couples next door. He did not appreciate her well enough that caused her to end it with pain that hurts a lot more than an external wound. His plans failed to succeed after their break up and he did not realize that there were much pain to come. Due to him being extremely presumptuous, he did not even care to mend back the torn net. Soon, that torn hole became a great hole and caused the net to be tron apart which can never be repaired. He tried all sorts of method to forget about her by trying out new adventures, carrying out new activities and acted foolish acts just to replace that emptiness. But all of that did not help not even a single bit! Every time he passed the area she lived, he thinks about her. Whenever he sees her favorite drink sold on the shelf, his memories of her comes back to haunt him. He even avoid to watch the movie that they used to watch together. Just when things get to be a little better, he saw something posted by her and starts to fall apart again.

After some time, he decided not to avoid those feelings and emotions anymore. It did not help but hurt even more. Thanks to his best friends support, he decided to face her once more! Hoping for a chance that will change everything! He took the effort to search where she worked at that time so that he can once more see her by paying her a visit! It was like a light that shine down from the dark sky filled his eyes with twinkling sparks! His research was indeed correct and he went to the place with his two best friends. He saw her but the response wasn't that good after all. That was his 1st encounter after they broke up. The meeting seemed to be a coincidence but the truth is not! It was planned!

He did not gave up on her... Thus, he started to contact her via sms and calls. Yet, the response wasn't anything near "okay" from his point of view. The struggle continued on for weeks until he reached his limits! One fine day somewhere near her birthday, after having a small drinking session with his friends, he poured out everything to his best friend. Being a bff does not let him down, she decided to pick up the phone and dialed her number. Not wanting to see her bff suffer, she confronted her telling all his feelings. She did not felt anything and told that she already had a bf. She is happy now and there are no longer any feelings towards him. It was spoken cool and filled with cruelty. Obviously when he knew about this, it almost killed him! The pain was so excruciating that no words can describe.

He once promised to himself that he will stop pursue on this if he finds out that she is happily living with her new bf. Coming to gain such knowledge about it, he took lots of effort to put it into an end. Tears shed whenever memories flew by. Up until when times starts to feel better, he found out something again. All these while, he was never away from her. His heard always belongs to her. This are what he have to say to her...

"How come you lied to me about the truth?! You indirectly told me something else. I tried and tried countless times to try talking to u again. Your response was no different since 6 months ago. Am i really that bad to despise you that much? I knew I had done wrong in the past, but in the eyes of the world, those are only small problems that easily could be worked out! For the past 7 mths since it ended, I had always stood at the supportive side to help, assists and advice those who are greatly in need. Have I not proven anything?
I can feel that you don't like your current status, so am i! Why not give us another chance? I can guarantee that it will work out this time!!!"

By saying something like that, it might help and it might not. He is ready to start all over again and make sure that this time, it will work out! The only thing that is unsure, is her side of the story.

This special edition is here to let the person concern's feeling to be expressed out loud to the world.