Journal 10
This journal is a special entry where I would like to tell a tale of 2 people who once enjoyed a romantic life together...
They were once a very fortunate couple who had the best out of it! Although it wasn't a really romantic one like those in the novels, but comparatively it was much greater than many couples next door. He did not appreciate her well enough that caused her to end it with pain that hurts a lot more than an external wound. His plans failed to succeed after their break up and he did not realize that there were much pain to come. Due to him being extremely presumptuous, he did not even care to mend back the torn net. Soon, that torn hole became a great hole and caused the net to be tron apart which can never be repaired. He tried all sorts of method to forget about her by trying out new adventures, carrying out new activities and acted foolish acts just to replace that emptiness. But all of that did not help not even a single bit! Every time he passed the area she lived, he thinks about her. Whenever he sees her favorite drink sold on the shelf, his memories of her comes back to haunt him. He even avoid to watch the movie that they used to watch together. Just when things get to be a little better, he saw something posted by her and starts to fall apart again.
After some time, he decided not to avoid those feelings and emotions anymore. It did not help but hurt even more. Thanks to his best friends support, he decided to face her once more! Hoping for a chance that will change everything! He took the effort to search where she worked at that time so that he can once more see her by paying her a visit! It was like a light that shine down from the dark sky filled his eyes with twinkling sparks! His research was indeed correct and he went to the place with his two best friends. He saw her but the response wasn't that good after all. That was his 1st encounter after they broke up. The meeting seemed to be a coincidence but the truth is not! It was planned!
He did not gave up on her... Thus, he started to contact her via sms and calls. Yet, the response wasn't anything near "okay" from his point of view. The struggle continued on for weeks until he reached his limits! One fine day somewhere near her birthday, after having a small drinking session with his friends, he poured out everything to his best friend. Being a bff does not let him down, she decided to pick up the phone and dialed her number. Not wanting to see her bff suffer, she confronted her telling all his feelings. She did not felt anything and told that she already had a bf. She is happy now and there are no longer any feelings towards him. It was spoken cool and filled with cruelty. Obviously when he knew about this, it almost killed him! The pain was so excruciating that no words can describe.
He once promised to himself that he will stop pursue on this if he finds out that she is happily living with her new bf. Coming to gain such knowledge about it, he took lots of effort to put it into an end. Tears shed whenever memories flew by. Up until when times starts to feel better, he found out something again. All these while, he was never away from her. His heard always belongs to her. This are what he have to say to her...
"How come you lied to me about the truth?! You indirectly told me something else. I tried and tried countless times to try talking to u again. Your response was no different since 6 months ago. Am i really that bad to despise you that much? I knew I had done wrong in the past, but in the eyes of the world, those are only small problems that easily could be worked out! For the past 7 mths since it ended, I had always stood at the supportive side to help, assists and advice those who are greatly in need. Have I not proven anything?
I can feel that you don't like your current status, so am i! Why not give us another chance? I can guarantee that it will work out this time!!!"
By saying something like that, it might help and it might not. He is ready to start all over again and make sure that this time, it will work out! The only thing that is unsure, is her side of the story.
This special edition is here to let the person concern's feeling to be expressed out loud to the world.
They were once a very fortunate couple who had the best out of it! Although it wasn't a really romantic one like those in the novels, but comparatively it was much greater than many couples next door. He did not appreciate her well enough that caused her to end it with pain that hurts a lot more than an external wound. His plans failed to succeed after their break up and he did not realize that there were much pain to come. Due to him being extremely presumptuous, he did not even care to mend back the torn net. Soon, that torn hole became a great hole and caused the net to be tron apart which can never be repaired. He tried all sorts of method to forget about her by trying out new adventures, carrying out new activities and acted foolish acts just to replace that emptiness. But all of that did not help not even a single bit! Every time he passed the area she lived, he thinks about her. Whenever he sees her favorite drink sold on the shelf, his memories of her comes back to haunt him. He even avoid to watch the movie that they used to watch together. Just when things get to be a little better, he saw something posted by her and starts to fall apart again.
After some time, he decided not to avoid those feelings and emotions anymore. It did not help but hurt even more. Thanks to his best friends support, he decided to face her once more! Hoping for a chance that will change everything! He took the effort to search where she worked at that time so that he can once more see her by paying her a visit! It was like a light that shine down from the dark sky filled his eyes with twinkling sparks! His research was indeed correct and he went to the place with his two best friends. He saw her but the response wasn't that good after all. That was his 1st encounter after they broke up. The meeting seemed to be a coincidence but the truth is not! It was planned!
He did not gave up on her... Thus, he started to contact her via sms and calls. Yet, the response wasn't anything near "okay" from his point of view. The struggle continued on for weeks until he reached his limits! One fine day somewhere near her birthday, after having a small drinking session with his friends, he poured out everything to his best friend. Being a bff does not let him down, she decided to pick up the phone and dialed her number. Not wanting to see her bff suffer, she confronted her telling all his feelings. She did not felt anything and told that she already had a bf. She is happy now and there are no longer any feelings towards him. It was spoken cool and filled with cruelty. Obviously when he knew about this, it almost killed him! The pain was so excruciating that no words can describe.
He once promised to himself that he will stop pursue on this if he finds out that she is happily living with her new bf. Coming to gain such knowledge about it, he took lots of effort to put it into an end. Tears shed whenever memories flew by. Up until when times starts to feel better, he found out something again. All these while, he was never away from her. His heard always belongs to her. This are what he have to say to her...
"How come you lied to me about the truth?! You indirectly told me something else. I tried and tried countless times to try talking to u again. Your response was no different since 6 months ago. Am i really that bad to despise you that much? I knew I had done wrong in the past, but in the eyes of the world, those are only small problems that easily could be worked out! For the past 7 mths since it ended, I had always stood at the supportive side to help, assists and advice those who are greatly in need. Have I not proven anything?
I can feel that you don't like your current status, so am i! Why not give us another chance? I can guarantee that it will work out this time!!!"
By saying something like that, it might help and it might not. He is ready to start all over again and make sure that this time, it will work out! The only thing that is unsure, is her side of the story.
This special edition is here to let the person concern's feeling to be expressed out loud to the world.
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